Yo dude, wah lao, so long since i have blogged again! why do we keep drifting from stuff that we are supposed to do eh...anyways, nothing that much changed pun la, just that this is already another trimester and this trimester is already in its 8th week! How time flies. this trimester i m teaching pge0015 n ple 0035, not bad la as usual, teaching same stuff again and again....
Love life? hahaha next to 0 as usual. the guy that i thought i liked didn respond, so i also did nothing to pursue it. his loss la, biarkan la....hope one day i will have a guy who sincerely likes me and has plans to be with me in melaka for life. wahahaha dream on but if tak de pun tak per la, who gives a damn.
Hmm. but i have become quite active in the gym, hahaha meaning i have been exercising n cousin's wedding is in 2 weeks time, shall try to lose some more weight. wanna wear a nice kebaya la...otherwise sure cacat looking :P
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
its a strange life indeed
Hehehehehe believe it or not, its already 27/10/2011.how time flies..........before knowing it, i have finished another full round of trimester and I am already in the 2nd week of another brand new semester....ooooo
anyways, life is kinda the same. except life has been cruel for my uncle who finally passed on in March :( May he rest in peace.
The rest of the world is still the same. as usual loads of suffering, loads of poverty and hunger.
For my love life. hahahaha its still nil...the date did not materialise...i dont think he even remember...alas, who cares....
hahahha so tats it, now is 2 am, better get myself to the bed, tomorrow's class is at ten ah....better rest oh
okla. luve
see u again when i see u
hehhee
jas
anyways, life is kinda the same. except life has been cruel for my uncle who finally passed on in March :( May he rest in peace.
The rest of the world is still the same. as usual loads of suffering, loads of poverty and hunger.
For my love life. hahahaha its still nil...the date did not materialise...i dont think he even remember...alas, who cares....
hahahha so tats it, now is 2 am, better get myself to the bed, tomorrow's class is at ten ah....better rest oh
okla. luve
see u again when i see u
hehhee
jas
Friday, February 4, 2011
Musing on 05/02/11
Aiyah, today is already the fifth day of my long trimester week ^^ time flies when you are having fun I guess ^^ and it has indeed been fun because all my siblings are back for the break and it's such a great feeling being with the people you truly love, who know you in and out, whom you can just scream, push, hug and kiss anytime...such a great feeling ^^ growing up together wasn't that easy but as they say, when you grow up and move away from home, then you tend to love and appreciate each other better and more..hehe...dad is also happy; mum as usual is busy cleaning, cooking and pampering each one of us ^^ hehehehe
We have had so much to eat since the start of the break due to the new year...wow, the amount of food that we consumed is not a joke, i can already feel my tummy 'boroi' di, hehehe but nevermind la shall go on a strict diet after the festive season (ya rite) hehehe and then hopefully can get in shape before my 'date' hahahah on 20/02. we shall see how ^^ hehehehehehe
That's all lar for me today. The research meeting is on 18/2 n the best part is i have to present my proposal and i m quite scared now cos i m sooooo not ready at all...cis
Okla, dad is out, he might need help
Tata
We have had so much to eat since the start of the break due to the new year...wow, the amount of food that we consumed is not a joke, i can already feel my tummy 'boroi' di, hehehe but nevermind la shall go on a strict diet after the festive season (ya rite) hehehe and then hopefully can get in shape before my 'date' hahahah on 20/02. we shall see how ^^ hehehehehehe
That's all lar for me today. The research meeting is on 18/2 n the best part is i have to present my proposal and i m quite scared now cos i m sooooo not ready at all...cis
Okla, dad is out, he might need help
Tata
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Musing on 31/01/11
Hehehehehe, this must be my 10th attempt to start a new blog eh ^^ no wonder I have been reading about blog death and stuff, just too difficult n challenging to continuously update and keep a blog. Let's see la, how long this can last.
It has been raining for the the entire day today. My heart is very cold, I feel very cold and tired. It's 1.09 a.m., I am supposed to be reading for my master's yet my heart and head refuse to go near that pile of material waiting for me. I don't want to read anymore, my brain is dead, my heart is numb. There is something nagging in my heart, I am not at peace....Sigh...why is that so?
I can roughly think of 2 main reasons. First is the fact that I was involved in a 'cat' fight recently, with a figurative cat dragging me into an ugly 'battle' with her, accusing me and making my heart ache. sigh, such an old person, yet trying to find fault with a person half her age. In my heart, I don't hate her but it feels sad that she is so angry with me for such a long period of time without telling me. Finally it all came out. I was shocked; i could not believe that these words are coming out from her mouth. It feels unreal, as if a big, vacuum slap was hurled on my face, and the best part is, I don't think it's real! Huh? is that how she feels about me? strange, I am not even such a person to begin with?! Aiyah, whatever la, we are all entitled to how we feel. If she wanna pursue the matter and make me a sinner and go round gossiping about me, be my guest, i cant be bothered cos the truth will be out sooner or later and the 'fine' reputation that she has can also be my best defense....hehehe...big bad cat indeed ^^
oklar blog, time to sleep, have been talking/ writing to myself for the past 20 mins like a fool. I m sure i will look back on this blog and laugh my lungs out later in life. Life is so funny. It's soooo interesting, I m angry, bitter and upset, yet I am happy, excited and blessed...hmmmm...hehehhee one week of full rest starts tomorrow, all the families will gather for food and more food....waiting to put on more weight ^^
Tata!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It has been raining for the the entire day today. My heart is very cold, I feel very cold and tired. It's 1.09 a.m., I am supposed to be reading for my master's yet my heart and head refuse to go near that pile of material waiting for me. I don't want to read anymore, my brain is dead, my heart is numb. There is something nagging in my heart, I am not at peace....Sigh...why is that so?
I can roughly think of 2 main reasons. First is the fact that I was involved in a 'cat' fight recently, with a figurative cat dragging me into an ugly 'battle' with her, accusing me and making my heart ache. sigh, such an old person, yet trying to find fault with a person half her age. In my heart, I don't hate her but it feels sad that she is so angry with me for such a long period of time without telling me. Finally it all came out. I was shocked; i could not believe that these words are coming out from her mouth. It feels unreal, as if a big, vacuum slap was hurled on my face, and the best part is, I don't think it's real! Huh? is that how she feels about me? strange, I am not even such a person to begin with?! Aiyah, whatever la, we are all entitled to how we feel. If she wanna pursue the matter and make me a sinner and go round gossiping about me, be my guest, i cant be bothered cos the truth will be out sooner or later and the 'fine' reputation that she has can also be my best defense....hehehe...big bad cat indeed ^^
oklar blog, time to sleep, have been talking/ writing to myself for the past 20 mins like a fool. I m sure i will look back on this blog and laugh my lungs out later in life. Life is so funny. It's soooo interesting, I m angry, bitter and upset, yet I am happy, excited and blessed...hmmmm...hehehhee one week of full rest starts tomorrow, all the families will gather for food and more food....waiting to put on more weight ^^
Tata!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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